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Hey, nerd! It's-
[No. No, that sounds.. impersonal. She smacks her forehead and sighs, gesturing towards the camera.]
Cut, cut. That sounds dumb. Let's try again. Okay. Ready?
Sup, it's Chloe! Ugh. Of course it's me.
[This is so fucking. Awkward. She can hear how rehearsed this sounds and it just sounds so fake.]
Hey! Hi! Hello!
[None of these sound right. Ugh. She just had to decide to go about this a different way than say, a letter. That would've been easier. But sometimes there are things you have to say that can't be said in writing. They mean more than that.]
Okay, okay! Let's... [Chloe clears her throat.] Anna! Hey, I-
[Chloe rolls her eyes at her own damn self.] Fuck it. Look. I'm- I'm gone, okay? Let's get that out of the way right now, because there's something hella more important that I gotta tell you. I love you. Like, a lot. I know I've never been too good at saying it as often as I could've. But I figured I didn't have to, you'd just... know.
I thought I knew what love is before. I thought I'd never have it again, that... I dunno. Nothing ever seemed to go right, so why would I ever get my hopes up? But then I met you, and girl. You proved me wrong on both things. Because love isn't... love is-
It's. waking up every day next to you. It's in all the things we do together. Our battles, the dates, staying up way too fuckin' late and laughing at stupid shit. The way you smile. It's- you just.. life is good when you're in it, when it never was before.
[Is that- is she sniffling?]
Don't be sad. Don't you dare cry, either. No tears. Just... smoke a blunt and think about all the laughs we had, okay? Those memories are all that matter! Wherever I end up... they're what I'll be thinking about. Anyway- yeah, that's.. that's all.
Okay, Munchies, cut. [Chloe heaves a huge sigh, shaking her head. That was. a Lot.]
Damn, I'm not even actually gone but I felt like I was there for a second. Shit. Anyway, so yeah- erase like the first few minutes of that, it's garbage. Start from the emotional bits.
[Munchies gives an enthusiastic nod.
He saves the entire video.]
[No. No, that sounds.. impersonal. She smacks her forehead and sighs, gesturing towards the camera.]
Cut, cut. That sounds dumb. Let's try again. Okay. Ready?
Sup, it's Chloe! Ugh. Of course it's me.
[This is so fucking. Awkward. She can hear how rehearsed this sounds and it just sounds so fake.]
Hey! Hi! Hello!
[None of these sound right. Ugh. She just had to decide to go about this a different way than say, a letter. That would've been easier. But sometimes there are things you have to say that can't be said in writing. They mean more than that.]
Okay, okay! Let's... [Chloe clears her throat.] Anna! Hey, I-
[Chloe rolls her eyes at her own damn self.] Fuck it. Look. I'm- I'm gone, okay? Let's get that out of the way right now, because there's something hella more important that I gotta tell you. I love you. Like, a lot. I know I've never been too good at saying it as often as I could've. But I figured I didn't have to, you'd just... know.
I thought I knew what love is before. I thought I'd never have it again, that... I dunno. Nothing ever seemed to go right, so why would I ever get my hopes up? But then I met you, and girl. You proved me wrong on both things. Because love isn't... love is-
It's. waking up every day next to you. It's in all the things we do together. Our battles, the dates, staying up way too fuckin' late and laughing at stupid shit. The way you smile. It's- you just.. life is good when you're in it, when it never was before.
[Is that- is she sniffling?]
Don't be sad. Don't you dare cry, either. No tears. Just... smoke a blunt and think about all the laughs we had, okay? Those memories are all that matter! Wherever I end up... they're what I'll be thinking about. Anyway- yeah, that's.. that's all.
Okay, Munchies, cut. [Chloe heaves a huge sigh, shaking her head. That was. a Lot.]
Damn, I'm not even actually gone but I felt like I was there for a second. Shit. Anyway, so yeah- erase like the first few minutes of that, it's garbage. Start from the emotional bits.
[Munchies gives an enthusiastic nod.
He saves the entire video.]
