[If it makes her feel better, he hasn't even told Ford the whole story yet. Of course he wants to! Gods, he desperately wants to tell someone the truth about everything, but part of him is absolutely terrified of the worst case scenario if he does.
It'd be much, much easier to deal with if he weren't the only one from Marley here, but what can he do?]
He's actually the one who... sort of knows, I guess. He doesn't know everything about it yet, but he knows things that would probably ruin my life here if people found out. At the very least they wouldn't look at me the same way anymore but uh...
[Even admitting that is scary.]
You're not| you're not the only one in that position though. I hate thinking about it, but I found out that I die back home too. except in my... time?? i'm not sure| either way i'm still alive for myself but... i die in the future and i think it happens really soon. or it would if i ever get sent back. i've told a couple people about it already and i don't know how it happens except i'm pretty sure it happens trying to save my best friend.
I know it worked too because i've seen him here a couple times but he's uh. not the same.
honestly if i could time travel like that i'd probably do it all over again but find a way where we both live, even if the world gets a little messed up in the process.
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Date: 2018-06-12 04:59 am (UTC)It'd be much, much easier to deal with if he weren't the only one from Marley here, but what can he do?]
He's actually the one who... sort of knows, I guess. He doesn't know everything about it yet, but he knows things that would probably ruin my life here if people found out. At the very least they wouldn't look at me the same way anymore but uh...
[Even admitting that is scary.]
You're not|
you're not the only one in that position though. I hate thinking about it, but I found out that I die back home too. except in my... time?? i'm not sure|
either way i'm still alive for myself but... i die in the future and i think it happens really soon. or it would if i ever get sent back. i've told a couple people about it already and i don't know how it happens except i'm pretty sure it happens trying to save my best friend.
I know it worked too because i've seen him here a couple times but he's uh.
not the same.
honestly if i could time travel like that i'd probably do it all over again but find a way where we both live, even if the world gets a little messed up in the process.