[Like, she'd already apologized before but. She hadn't realized at the time how he took it to heart. Hearing that she took joy out of something for someone, that's... not okay with her. Because she's had people take the joy out of things for her, and sometimes that's. All you have.
So now she's apologizing and she realizes what for.]
it was. selfish. of me to lie to you like that i was in a weird place and all i cared about was just. getting what i wanted. because i thought i was entitled to it so i lied without even thinking of how it would make you feel and im hella sorry i did that it was shitty you dont deserve that
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[Like, she'd already apologized before but. She hadn't realized at the time how he took it to heart. Hearing that she took joy out of something for someone, that's... not okay with her. Because she's had people take the joy out of things for her, and sometimes that's. All you have.
So now she's apologizing and she realizes what for.]
it was. selfish. of me
to lie to you like that
i was in a weird place and all i cared about was just.
getting what i wanted. because i thought i was entitled to it
so i lied without even thinking of how it would make you feel
and im hella sorry i did that
it was shitty
you dont deserve that