[God, she's already feeling a bit stupid for having such a cascade emotional bullshit flow out of her like that. She must sound so dumb, but she can't help it. She's been stewing on a lot for a while with no idea how to even deal.

In a way, she's coped with a ton by throwing herself into work and trying not to think about Anna, but now she's getting to a point where she has to face that. It's rough.]

Sorry... I didn't mean to go off like that, I just... have a lot on my mind sometimes. I'm glad you have so much faith in this, even if I'm paranoid as fuck.