[She's feeling. A lot right now. It would be so easy to just turn off the gear and go to bed and pretend like this never happened. To go back to pretending like she doesn't know why she feels so. Weird.
But that isn't healthy. She knows that isn't healthy. And she would be hypocritical, considering she just helped him with his own problems. Bleh.
Life is hard.]
I think we also just learned that it's not easy to just erase feelings, either. But... [But he has a point. And his words- "moving on isn't disrespectful" is kind of echoing a lot in her head.
Almost like it's what she needed to hear.] Thanks. For saying that, I guess. It's weird but I feel. Almost better? That's gotta count for something. Man- fuck. Emotions are too much work sometimes, aren't they? You ever just wish you could... I dunno. Remove them?
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Date: 2018-02-22 09:15 am (UTC)[She's feeling. A lot right now. It would be so easy to just turn off the gear and go to bed and pretend like this never happened. To go back to pretending like she doesn't know why she feels so. Weird.
But that isn't healthy. She knows that isn't healthy. And she would be hypocritical, considering she just helped him with his own problems. Bleh.
Life is hard.]
I think we also just learned that it's not easy to just erase feelings, either. But... [But he has a point. And his words- "moving on isn't disrespectful" is kind of echoing a lot in her head.
Almost like it's what she needed to hear.] Thanks. For saying that, I guess. It's weird but I feel. Almost better? That's gotta count for something. Man- fuck. Emotions are too much work sometimes, aren't they? You ever just wish you could... I dunno. Remove them?